Maria P

Orkar inte, orkar inte hantera. Saker och ting händer så jävla fort och jag hänger inte med i svängarna. Jag håller inte i ratten och det bara svänger. Hatar, hatar, hatar min oförmåga att ta det, bara ta det och acceptera. Men jag fixar inte alla dessa förändringar, fixar inte. Det bara går inte.

 

Och jag blir så trött på det.

 

 

 

There's a room inside your gut
Close the door and keep it shut
Let no daylight enter in
And the punishment begin

Who are you now to decide
Whether or not I can
Be exposed to what you hide
Just be a strong and silent man

But every wrong turn that you make will also be my mistake
'Cause we're connected through our hearts
And the devastating part is that I foolishly defended you to myself
But secrets always have a way of coming out

I'm beginning now to see
What you must have thought of me
In a body cast of glass
Life-changing information should just pass

But I don't break that easily
And if you'd dare then you would see
That I can carry all the weight
Of the burdens on your plate

But every wrong turn that you make will also be my mistake
'Cause we're connected through our hearts
And the devastating part is that I foolishly defended you to myself
But secrets always have a way of coming out

But every wrong turn that you make will also be my mistake
'Cause we're connected through our hearts
And the devastating part is that I foolishly defended you to myself
But secrets always have a way of coming out