Maria P

 

Why should it be so bad to be bad
When it's so hard to be anything at all?
And why does everyone seem to forget
What it's like to be all alone?

 

As soon as they have got someone, oh it's no fun
It makes me wanna vanish and die
Maybe I'll throw all my clothes into a waterfall
And sit and spy while they all cry

You get so silly when you're lonely
And you think that you're the only who'll say

I hope that someone's gonna call
And tell me this night is over
'Cause I wanna start living my life
Before I get much older

Maybe you all would consider it a joke
If I say that I hate myself?
But now and then when I look into the mirror
All I see is a big mistake, and wouldn't you?

Well, I just wanna be fun
Just wanna be the one who makes you smile
Well, I just wanna believe
That I could be something to someone

Am I the only one around here,
Who's not gonna live my life in fear?

I hope that someone's gonna call
And tell me this night is over
'Cause I wanna start living my life
Before I get much older

I don't understand you
And why would You?
Can you tell me what is on your mind?
I don't have words to say how much I think I owe You
We ain't gonna live our lives in fear

 

I hope that someone's gonna call
And tell me this night is over
'Cause I wanna start living my life
Before I get much older